I know I haven't been blogging lately, but I just haven't been in the mood like I used to be.

Disneyland was nice. We left early because Space Mountain broke down while we were in line, but the day was already going so nicely, I didn't mind so much even though it's my absolute favorite ride.

My weight's been 93/94 in the mornings. It's a bit depressing how I can't seem to get it down, but I've just had so much homework to worry about instead. School starts in about 4 days, and I'd like to be at least (or most?) 92lbs in the morning by then. My essay is due tonight. It's pretty inevitable that I'll eat a lot today, just because I absolutely avoid facing such things that require more thinking. But the days following, I'll diet more and get back on track and ready for school.

I decided to drop an AP class of mine. It was Spanish. I had the hardest time deciding between it and Journalism, but I feel I made the right choice for myself.

Yeah, I'm just trying to avoid writing my essay right now. Due in 9 hours. I have a lot of time, but I don't know. I feel like I'm stuck in such an unfeeling, yet miserable mood right now.

My motivation's completely dried up. I just want to indulge myself in mindless things. Binging, watching tv or a movie, reading.

I feel sad.