Probably had around 1200-1300 cals today. meh.

I've been pretty good lately. Loving school; my teachers are pretty awesome. (Two of them have made Harry Potter references, which just make my day.) One is, as one of my classmates have said, just "godly." He is amazingly insightful and has such a charismatic disposition. He even played his guitar and sang us a song.

Homework is already piling up. This whole week I've stayed up until one or two and woke up at six, just to work on my projects. Mostly, it was making up for my summer procrastination (Thank goodness my teachers extended the due dates by a day). But still. I've already got a little history project to do, a whole chapter (that's about 25 pages) of notes, and an essay on another chapter I must read. This is little though, and I don't mind. I miss learning.

I've been bringing a sandwich to eat for lunch everyday, along with two granola bars and a zip lock baggie of kix (cereal), which is about 500-550 calories consumed during school, depending on what I put on my sandwich. Usually, it's less though, as I don't finish the cereal, and often eat only one granola bar, and 3/4s of my sandwich. Sandwiches are getting a bit boring though, so does anyone have any ideas of something simple that I could bring to school and preferably eat somewhat conspicuously in class?

Lunches have been pretty good, despite my fear of it being miserable. I've fallen into a routine of hanging out with a close friend in the career center, and we work on homework like the nerds we are. There's also this amazingly thin asian girl that comes in sometime. I'm guessing she's a freshman, but she's pretty tall, at least 5'6. She's good thinspo. Her jeans are so baggy on her. But I'm pretty sure she eats.

That reminds me of this other girl I met in freshman year. super thin, but in that kind of healthy looking and defined way, like a model. But she definitely ate. She was actually the one who often suggested getting lunch, and it was pizza. She even bought cookies sometimes and gave me one, as the school requires you to buy three at a time.

I'm pretty sure my ex best friend is ana again. I can't believe how obvious it is now, and how I never noticed it before. She always talks about exercise, her weight, drinking coffee, and how "full" she is. As I don't care for her now, It's completely annoying. I hope she gets fat.

Yes, I am quite bitter and, I admit, jealous. But I don't really give a shit. As long as I'm better than her at math. And english..

Highlight of the week: I slept at 9pm last night. (bed at around 8:45) This is the earliest I've slept in months, if not years. And woke up at 7. I feel so good about myself, lol.