My face hurts.

So after some troubled thinking, a little bit of crying and screaming into my pillow (for the first time), and angry venting with a black pen to my notebook, I decided that I needed to give myself a break. Screw my summer homework. Screw my responsibilities. Screw myself for caring so much about that shit.

I ended up sleeping in and skipping an event I was supposed to go to, lying that I overslept when I simply went back to sleep on purpose.

I still baked some mini brownies and made my friend a birthday card though, despite it stressing me out a bit, just because I felt she deserved it. (The birthday card was stressful because I had to get other people to sign it also)

I did end up eating a bunch of chips at a friends house and an oreo though.

I ended up not doing any homework. But you know what, it's not as dreadful as it was when I felt that I had to do it.

The only bad thing was that I wanted to iron my shorts, but I don't know how to use the thing, so I somehow ended up spilling a bunch of water in my parents room and later got in trouble for it, because I didn't clean it up properly. (I thought it would dry by itself given a few hours since it was water!) And then my father yelled at me for wearing shoes in the house, when they were actually just my black socks. And he wouldn't say sorry!

Anyways, today's intake:
- 2 slices of bread (80)
- 2 slices chicken lunchmeat (35)
- banana (125)
- 1 tsp of peanut butter (35)
- some strawberries (25)
- a bunch of bbq lays and an oreo (500?)
- a mini brownie (100)
- part of an individual sponge cake (100?)
- rice and asian meat (500?)
yeah, about 1500. eh. I wasn't worrying about what I was eating that much today, though, and I didn't have an eating plan like I normally do. I just kind of figured I would do and eat what I wanted today. No exercise, really.

Also, I weighed 92.2 today! (finally got back to the 92's yesterday at 92.8)