Life is weird.
Yesterday ended in a horrible binge. But I had a good day.
Today is a nice day. Today is lasting forever somewhere in the midst of time.
Tomorrow will be alright, because my phone automatically capitalizes that word. Alright.
Anyways, I'm under 1000 cal today. Ran up and down the stairs 40 times, among some other little exercises. I went to the market on my own today and got 0 cal noodles, miso soup, udon soupbase, and seaweed. I drove in a pressured, nervous, dangerous way. It was fun and exciting. And I enjoyed reading today.
This guy started texting me again. I thought he got the picture weeks ago that I wasn't replying because I am turned off by his texts. Still, I find myself replying. He crosses my mind often, but I have no romantic feelings toward him. I suppose he is a cool guy, but I don't think I can be friends with him. We have a lot in common, but there are greater things that define a person. I do not entirely like his person and his definition is disappointing. I am a cold hearted bitch. I have never had a boyfriend. Boys freak me out. I am not ready for any of their shit. I will be a self centered person because I am not ready to truly care about new people yet. Actually, I guess I just don't want to be tied down. I'm looking for someone who will go on adventures with me. He would, but I would not feel comfortable with him. He is too real. too typical. and not in the good way. I am mean.
By the way, there is no reason that life is weird. I just felt like saying that.
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